Thursday, June 24, 2010

Random Post

OK! So now I am in Bangalore with a job and a decent pay to feed my insides, few amazing people here who make me feel at home, my closest of friends in touch with me, a beautiful city to live in(cant wait to explore it)! SO what more to ask for? Everything is right there. Its beautiful with lots of opportunities and hopes and dreams. So what to wait for?
Practically everything I wished for has come true. But you see I am personally not fond of the way this stupid human mind works. It constantly needs something to munch on. And so when everything is perfect like how it is right now, it will dig up what it chewed up just to ruminate and see if there is anymore juice to yeild out! So it (in this case my mind) will dig up the most irrelevant topics and ponder and wonder and think and analyse and scrutinize and kill it! Like chew it so very much you cant even use it to burn your gas!
So currently I havent decided what to do with this mind of mine. I could trade it for some good photography on the weekend. Photography does the trick you know. It keeps my mind busy with pictures and the jinxed activity called 'thinking' is used to only see actually look is more appropriate. So off with my camera I shall be on the weekend to explore this beautiful garden city that I reside in :)
Happy clicking to me!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Dear camera...

I truly and honestly believe that I am the happiest when i am holding you and looking at the world through you . And when I say happy, it doesnt mean bringing just a smile on my face. It definitely deals with something deeper.
When I hold you I dont know anyone, I dont hear anyone. All I do and want to do is look. And I mean look not just see, LOOK. If I was a little more courageous, I would simply pick you up and leave. Just leave. I do not know where to. But leave. It would be just you, the world and I. We could face it now couldn't we? You are meant to face it and I am meant to be with you. I pray that day shows up real soon.
You are my hobby. I can proudly say I am good with you :D. 33 days to be precise, I havnt held you or for that matter even looked at you (excpt for once when I rechecked if you are still with me). Although i wish i could do that more often. Trust me it feels horrible. Horrible is not the word. Shameful it is. When I say I swear by a camera, i should sleep camera eat camera talk camera. But I dont. And I am sorry that i dont. Please dont give up on me ok? Believe me when I say "I love you". I do.
Happy resting :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Happy happy happy

I am typing at this moment so i can freeze this feeling of awesomeness that i am feeling right now. So the next time I doubt my happiness all I have to do is read this post and feel the same awesomeness.
I am happy! :D