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This is what i do(always)
I click the option of new post.
There is a lot to write mind you, but i do not have the courage to type it down.
By then my thoughts are transformed into this ugly sort of blob entangled between reality and practicality.
These mere seconds on the clock change my creativity into nothingness.
Time is overpowering and I am weak.
Time is passing and I am still weak.
This place brings the worst out of me.
And I still like it.

I am a happy person at heart...only an over reactive happy person.
I dont have any problems, i just create them.
I always think correct but mostly do wrong.
I know the correct answers to my questions but I don't like them!
I am open to changes but i do not think changes are open to me.
I do not hate few selected human beings... i loathe them.
I need to let go off somethings but damn am i am attractive or what!
I dont know why some 'i' in my blog are lower cap and some upper cap
I can read minds ....maybe not correctly
I am always analysing a human mind...i think it shows
I stare so much ...i wonder why am i not a genius yet.
I usually dont have conversations in this blog ...but as i said i am open to changes.

Why laugh when no laugh?

My blog url is one laugh and all is well. I think this url was created more or less like a motivational statement instead of an amusing factual statement about my life.
But eh! who am i kidding! Lets face it....this really isn't helping. I mean i am going no where in life right now neither professionaly nor personally. But i still laugh and have fun! Thanks to my url probably. Life could not get lonelier than this...or maybe it could(i am just over reacting) eh! But its ok. I am allowed that much ....to vent it out in over reaction probably. :P

Vent out for no reason

I want to smash their head into a wall or something when they call a laptop "Lappy"! How difficult or "uncool" is it to say Laptop!

i have an ugly secret hiding in the dungeons of my mind

i wish i could color it pink and no one would care

that would help me pretend like it was never there

it spreads its vicious wings far off till my heart

i think its playing a game, to see if i am smart

its not much all i need to do is think and be smart

or so i think!

my chain got stuck in it
its half way out and half way in
there is a key to it but not with me
maybe i lost it...
maybe i didn't have it at all, i do not recollect

i can break free and make a new one
but its a precious one
if only i could find the key
i could be free and happy
but i was hasty...i know its my fault

only knowing will not help
i need a solution
a good solution!
a new key?
a new chain?
break it?
stay still. dont move. think.

Color me

You have the brush
You have the paints
so what are you waiting for?
Color me

You laugh and dance while you paint
You define your emotions on me
so what are you waiting for?
Color me

You tear me and make me again
Coz the dominant black stole the pink's fame
so what are you waiting for?
color me

You slapped me with a yellow when blue was on your mind
You threw in some white thinking it will all just be fine
so what are you waiting for?
Color me

Paints are over! is that watcha saying?
Or is it just food on your mind?
Or is it the new canvas waiting at the door?
so what are you waiting for?
Color me

Random thought

How the @#!# do you LOLZZZ.....no like really? so you Laugh Out LoudZZZZ...oh c'mon!

There is something called a REALITY CHECK. But what if you dont have any delusions and these so called reality checks are striking scars on your body?

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